January 20, 2015

Dear, Black Woman.


Black woman.
i want to write a piece for you
but how can i?
how can i write about you with words humanly comprehensible?
love can't be explained entirely
and neither can you, Black woman.
you are love
simply and explicitly
you
are
love
polemic precedes your birth
you're not chanced to survive
but you defy the world and do so anyway
fear that is not your own precludes your ability to be whole
but you rebel against the system and find yourself anyway
enduring
much like love
Black woman.
a mother to many
giving
nurturing
protecting
life
innately in tune with your assignment
you know only you can serve justice to your role, Black woman.
you are strength manifested in muted earth tones
powerfully understated
quiet resilience resonates in the way your hair breaks the law, in 
the way you remain standing as you unabashedly bear your cross
while juggling the crosses of others
nothing about your existence can be policed
adversity is your comfort food, Black woman.
know who you are
know you are called
created to be alive, you fear, yet you do it anyway
whatever "it" is that day
because you do it all 
with grace so amazing
Black woman.
i see you
i appreciate you
i love you

i am you, 
Black woman.

January 17, 2015

One Saturday Morning

we forget everything but each other
smoke signals yelling, "GET A ROOM!"
startled
we throw our heads back and laugh
because we burnt the bacon 
again
every Saturday we burn the bacon
forcing us to open the windows and share the fire we started 
with the world
saturday morning
oh, consciousness 
i do not wish to join thee
i am tucked into this dream that smells like the man i love
the scent of the man who knew 
with his entire soul
he found a good thing when he found me...
WAKE UP!
right on time the alarm clock blares
a smile unauthorized opens my eyes 
'cause in this haze of wakefulness 
i realize it's Saturday morning
and every Saturday morning 
i awaken to bacon
the aroma sticking to my dreams
and turn to greet your empty pillow without fear
because you vowed to never leave
and i believe you
'til death do us part you'll be here
present
available
and cooking up the sweetest vision for each day
you greet me with a kiss as savory as your grits
consistency whispering, "good morning, my love."
i cling to your Blackness in an attempt catch my breath
but that never works 
you're so 

damn 

beautiful

and i'm so grateful you were made for me to love so fiercely
i don't want to let go and you never make me
instead you embrace me 
because you don't want to let go either
so we just stand here transferring energy in this kitchen
its power intoxicating

January 6, 2015

Dear, Black Man.

Black man.
im pressed close
i want to hear you
your voice in my ear
i listen as its bass drums your art through these waves
reverberating my prayers to God
my sharp desire to be connected to the beauty that is
Black man.
i tremble excitedly at the thought of you near
your powerful energy present even in the transient moments...
of silence you set aside to breathe
the faintest whisper of life
the softest declaration of God's love for us
Black man.
i don't know you yet
but your spirit stirs my soul
inspire me
awaken me with alarming transparency, Black man.
awaken the parts of me that long to be the Black woman you need
not the Black woman fear and pain has convinced me you want
let us unlock Sankofa
surging forward to find myself
i cannot forget to come back for you
i cannot leave you behind
Black man.
you were made for me
and i
for you
i don't know you yet
but i'm here
i'm ready to learn
because you are worth it
Black man.